Where has the sleep gone?

Man I am tired. Cain is napping and I planned on napping while he was, but there was a laundry basket full of clothes looking at me saying I have been waiting for DAYS to be folded. So I just had to do it. I could not neglect it any longer. Now I know that if I were to try and take that nap now Cain would wake up. It always happens that way.Besides, I should probably get him up soon or else he will not fall asleep til later tonight and Ive got some algebra homework to do. Fun!

Jav woke me up this morning to go to breakfast and to take me to target! He got a bonus so we went and got some fun stuff at target instead of stuff that is needed. That is always fun. I got Cain some more jammies, a cute little T-Rex shirt and 4 books. We also got him a cute little monkey blanket and towel 'cause he's our liitle monkey. :D I got myself another shirt and pair of pants from the sleep wear section. The have these nice soft tank tops that are 7.99 and I've bought eight of them so far. The funny part are that 3 are the same color (gray) and 3 are another color (dark blue) and then two are the other two colors they had. I love pj's and would wear them every where if I could. I also looked at shoes, I was actually going to buy a pair of heels, but they did not have my size. I think I should own at least one pair of black heels incase I ever need to dress up (and to say I own a pair of heels lol)

I had a doctors appointment friday. I got to talk to Dr. Tran about the damage that was done when the cerclage ripped through my cervix. She said that it is healing nicely and that it would be good for another cerclage. The only problem is that it is naturally shorter than what it should be and that I WILL need a cerclage again, and possibly bedrest. I was most worried about the damage. Someone told me that with the damage I would probably have to go with a TAC (Trans-abdominal cerclage) and I kind of want to avoid that option if I can. I would like to have the birth experience again and with a TAC that is an automatic c-section. I would like to avoid invasive, major surgery at all costs.

I reaalllyyy dislike Sundays. Even more than Mondays. At least with Mondays the week has started, there is nothing you can do about it but get through it. Sundays, while giving me an sweet sweet extra day with my baby, also leave the fact of monday looming over your head. Its not that I dislike working or anything, I love the kids, and if it wasnt for them I probably wouldnt be working,but I'd like to stay home with my baby, and do school. That would be wonderful. I could finish up school and take care of my lil guy. perfect world, right?

PICTURES!!!
You can just barely see his toofies!!
I love the look on his face!!
Totally Laidback
Big Cheese!!
Ready for school, Wearing mommy's bookbag (It was empty)

New Years and such

Cain At his Gramma's house, look at that smile!!!!

New Years was uneventful. Stayed home with Jav and Cain and barely made it to midnight before giving Jav a kiss and going off to bed. But that is just the way I wanted it. I did not want to be out on the roads or anything like that. So this was a great New Years for me. The day after New Years I went to get my CPR and First Aid certification, because they will be doing it at my work on the 9th, but I will be on Vacation so I was told that I had to have it done or I could not come to work when I came back. I am actually kinda glad I have that certification now as I learned some very useful things and if anything were to happen to Cain or one of my other lil family members I would know how to handle the situation. So it was a well spent 40 bucks.

I am currently on a mission to get all my laundry done and to get packed for our vacation. I am sure that no one reads my blog but I am being kinda secretive about it just incase. I'll post lots of pics when we get back and am so excited to go!!

I took some really cute pics of Cain over the last few days. He is really starting to sit up on his own really good. He is also trying to work out how to use those legs and arms to get himself moving! I swear I thought he was going to crawl today watching him. Its like he knows what he has to do, its just a matter of figuring out how to put it all together. It is very cool to watch. On the other hand, no teeth yet! Not even any sign of them. I wonder when those will make an appearance? What a Lil cutie!Loving on the snowman just like his momma

Little Ham

This smile makes me crack up every time I see it