Are we really already 4 days away from the end of February, and 3 days away from my lil man being 9 months old? Where the hell does the time go?!?
Things have been crazy with the start of school. It seems as though I am always doing something. Homework, working, taking care of the lil guy, cleaning the house or doing laundry, it never ends (especially the laundry!)! Life is so different from what it was a year ago. A year ago, I had just started my bedrest. I would be on bed rest until May. I would be sleeping all day and staying up all night and trying to make sure my lil guy stayed put. Now that lil guy is here and he is not so little anymore, I am up no later than 730 am every (and I mean EVERY morning) and the idea of down time to me now is getting an hour to watch general hospital in between everything else. But I would not change it for the world (well except for maybe getting a little help with the cleaning and laundry, sometimes I feel like a damn maid cleaning up after two grown ass men).
Jav, Cain, and I have been sick. Nasty stomach virus sick. Its been pretty disgusting. I hope its over, I hate having a yucky tummy. I can take a cold, congestion whatever no problem, but when it comes to a yucky tummy I am a big baby. Maybe that is why I got spared the morning sickness when I was pregnant, because my body knew I couldnt handle the nausea.
My lil guy is getting so big! He is doing an army crawl and getting all over the house in a matter of minutes. He started pulling up on sunday, going after the remotes on the coffee table. he is so cute. I love him so much. I can't believe that in three months he will be a year old. I am beginning to think about another one. Jav and I have talked about it too. We both would like to have another sooner rather than later, but I want Cain to be a year old first. I want to be active and give him a first birthday, and have some time with him before I possibly take on the bed rest journey again. I also get terrified when I think about another one. What if a cerclage doesnt work the next time. I get so scared just thinking about it. But it makes me sad to think of not having another lil baby. I also want to get into really good shape before having another, that way if I do have to take on the bedrest again, I wont have to battle the bulge as bad later.
Any how there is a quick update! I need to go back and see where in my pregnancy story I was and take it up again. For now though, Pictures!!
