Really?! Christmas is 5 days away?!

I can't believe that Christmas is 5 days away? Where the hell did my year go? I can tell you that a good portion of my year was spent in bed, literally. From February 5th to about May 23rd I spent consistantly in bed making sure my baby didnt come early. 15 weeks. wow. To think that when that was all happening I thought that there was no end in sight and it seemed as though I would be in bed forever. that was 7 months ago. Next week, exactly 7 days from today my son will be 7 months old. I can't believe it. I am so happy that I made it through all that. and so so very lucky.

I can't wait to share Christmas with Cain. He may be to young to remember anything but I am so happy to have him with us. He is the light of my life and he makes everything so awesome. I can't wait to take him to my aunt's house on christmas eve as is our tradition and make him a part of that tradition. It makes me sad to think that this will be the second christmas without Grandma Sam and that he will never get to know her. But even though I don't really believe in god and all that, I do believe that she brought me and saved my wonderful little boy. If it was not for grandma watching over him, I firmly believe I wouldnt have my handsome little boy. Thank you Grandma Sam. Can't wait til were all together again. I love you.

It will be neat to make our own traditions as well. We have our own little family unit now so we need to start coming up with our own things. Especially once our family expands and it gets hard to take more than one kid to 4 different places every year.